December 2010
129 posts
The adrenaline rushing through my body.
Hate my fucking dad. That piece of shit can go to hell.
Partypartyparty
My grandma retired today. I’m happy for her.
Stepmom drinking water in the car.
Sister: Mom! Don't drink and drive!
She's only seven years old haha.
If you need somebody else to tell you that you're...
Aw Great.
My plans for today are not going to happen. Supposed to go to the movies and watch The Tourist with Brian. Parents aren’t talk to each other and my dad ain’t talkin to me. Since my stepmom left for work, I’ve gotta babysit my sister. She comes first anyway, so that’s okay.
And Repeat.
My mom running me over by a car… I constantly have nightmares of this happening. I talked to my stepmom about it, and every action and setting that takes place represents how hostile my mom can be in reality. Not only that both of us could see that happening, but because she’s capable of doing stuff like that. So idk… when it comes up to my mom, I’m a nervous wreck. Tonight...
Woah. Tumblr is acting retarded on me.
Automatic Toilets
I hate automatic toilets. That’s one reason why I hate public bathrooms because everything now is automatic; sink, hand dryer, soap, and toilet. You’re in the middle of trying to urinate or wipe your ass, and the toilet flushes unexpected. Then, you’re disgusted because you’re splashed with toilet water where everyone else publicly utilizes the bathroom.
:D
I went to Best Buy and got Just Dance 2. Though it was gonna be junk, but it’s hella fun with pretty good music. You sweat a lot haha.
Wtf. The neighbor called the cops earlier. What did I miss?! I’m really not a heavy sleeper.
kelly nguyen: colorfancy: you’re not going to quit... →
colorfancy:
you’re not going to quit smoking or lose that extra 30 pounds. you’re not going to give up drinking 5 to 6 cups of coffee a day. you won’t stop buying useless articles of clothing. you’re not going to read those books you bought to look more ‘sophisticated’. you’re not going to…
Woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
So I must’ve missed something while I was sleeping… It’s not a good vibe and I think my parents were fighting. I guess all the yelling wasn’t a dream. I see my dad’s clothes thrown out of my parents’ room and all his other shit.
And I’m the one that needs to go see a fuckin’ therapist?! This family needs help.
hahahahh.
Me: -showing a picture of Miley Cyrus-
Dad: I want a shirt of her hittin' it with the bong sayin' "I Love Miley". Do you know how many fans she'll have. Not just the fans she already has, but all the stoners.
DEAD TIRED.
Went to Zambrano’s house and watched chronic videos. Only Diana and I went gaga shopping cause Brian and Jackie were losers, but it was great. Highlight of the day: Diana almost getting ran over by the car.
“Because some shit went down and I gotta slap a hoe.”
– Diana Zambrano
Fuck Yeah.
Going Zambrano’s house, catch up with Diana and everyone else. The mom is so sweet. I miss ‘em.
you’ve accomplished.
Rant.
I was nothing to you right? If only I had found out about this sooner, I could’ve been saved from all the thoughts, caring, and time I’ve wasted. You didn’t want me to have second thoughts of you so I chanced it and that shouldn’t have happened. I should’ve considered a lot of things and not be manipulated. I can’t take anything back, but I should’ve been...
Baking dark-chocolate brownies.
Cooking rice and spam.
With Krisandra.
Yay me!
Dreamt that my mom was trying to run me over by a truck. My step mom wanted me to see and talk to her since I barely do so in reality. So she hired agents to find out where she was living because in reality, she moves around a lot and never tells people where she’s headed to. So going back to my nightmare, my step mom finds her address, drops me in front of her house, and as soon as my mom...
I hate running out of conditioner and left with half a bottle of shampoo. I try to use the same amount everytime I wash my hair. I don’t know, but it just irritates me.
kaylalovesyourmumm:
I’m not going to over think this. I’ll just go with it and hope that this feeling sticks around.
This will linger.
You think it’s like this but really it’s like this.
Morning jog with Krisandra tomorrow. Let’s burn off all the Christmas treats.
head rush.
dizzydizzydizzy.
YESH
So I have my phone back. Miss late night conversations with my friends. Plan to have that tonight! Merry, Merry Christmas.
Merry Chistmas
Grr, parents won’t let me open the presents yet.
Small Talk.
Walking down the street listening to music through...
siobhankaty-x:
Trying not to be like this in the middle of the street
Just walking along, in your head you’re like
You start singing quietly out loud like
Somebody sees you and looks at you like
And you’re just like
:
I should think twice before doing something, but I couldn’t help it.
yup
At Pearlridge, I was sitting on a bench in front of Farewell’s with Krisandra and this guy starts waving. So I assumed it was Krisandra’s wrestling friends, but no. He comes from behind, leaning over me, and it went like this:
Guy: “Are you single?”
Me: “Ahh… I don’t know. Do I know you?”
Guy: “No. Where you from?”
Krisandra: yells...
Rest in Peace
My chameleon died… I feel bad for my sister because tomorrow’s her birthday, which is Christmas Eve, and as much as she was terrified of him, she loved him. She was the one who found it dead too. Pretty much sucks. Then, I felt haunted because it started to rain after we buried the chameleon. I didn’t even name him!
I’m seriously not going to take care of any more pets.
imustnottellliez:
i haven’t felt this shitty in a while.